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It happened again!! I was logged in on my World of warcraft account and they called me very mean names and they threatened me saying if i told anyone i would get hurt and so will my loved ones.
Today at school everyone was laughing at me and i don't know why!! Why cant anyone tell me why they are laughing at me. This feels worst then the threats.
Its been a week since people started laughing at me it has only gotten worst to the point where i self harmed and to be honest at first it hurt then later it felt great and that's all for now.
I finally had the courage to tell someone what has been happening (My parents) but they said i was being paranoid and i was just making this up to get attention. Why cant i live in a fictional universe it is much better than this world. Bye for now!
Hi again. It has been a week and i have cut again i have tried writing the word 'USELESS' on my arm and it worked pretty well. Did you know i have a fear? do you want to know what it is? Its killing myself. I fear killing myself is my only way of having happiness and getting rid of the pain.
I thought of something. I could run away and have a new life but i don't have the money to start a new life or if i cant do that (I am going to sound insane here) i could kill everyone *insert maniac laughing* to get back at them for my pain and suffering. I will think about it BYE!
I'm back and i have decided that i will kill them all. I mean they all deserve it don't they? Its their fault that i am like this. I am changing for the worst. I like blood the colour, the taste and texture of how it feels and also i like it when they scream in pain and that is all. Goodbye for good.